hope for the best, expect the worst

the fact that

We haven’t talked in months and now it’s like a day hasn’t gone by without talking. Everything is exactly the same and in a strange way it’s reassuring to me to know that no matter how long it’s been I know you will always be there for me.

I need you

more than anything right now and you’re no where to be found..

mother

fucker. why did I waste all that time waiting when it wasn’t even about me. fuck.